Jamie Otis Says She Blamed Herself for Losing Son at 17 Weeks Pregnant: 'Part of Me Always Wonders'
Photo: Jamie Otis/Instagram Jamie Otisis reflecting on what would have been late sonJohnathan Edward’s 5th birthday. Otis wrote that she “instantly felt like I failed him,” adding that while she tries to “tell myself the way his short life ended isn’t my fault,” part of her “always wonders if maybe it is some sort of karma from decisions I made when I was in college and had custody of my siblings....